Lost.

I’ve had my heartbroken,
And I’ve shattered a few,
I don’t know what life has for me,
I’m lost without a clue,
As fickle-minded as I am,
I change my direction every time,
Going round and round in circles,
I’m dizzy, life seems like a circus,
I have no idea what I am doing,
Nor do I know where I am going,
But I want to stop for a while,
Rest my heart and close my eyes.

Featured image by:Β Ryanniel MasucolΒ fromΒ Pexels

57 Comments Add yours

  1. bentrein says:

    I remember feeling like this. Very well written. It will last until you truly realise that everyone is just winging it; also those who seem ridiculously secure. We’re just running in circles… Enjoy it if you dare. πŸ₯°

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    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Hehe… Maybe. Seeing this comment makes me so happy. Just made me realise how much I missed WordPress. How have you been?

      Liked by 2 people

      1. bentrein says:

        In lockdown, feeling the blunt edges of social isolation, and at the same time I’ve fallen in love, so that’s a wonderful thing to have happened during these strange times. It’s also the reason I’ve been away from wp for some weeks now. And you?

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      2. Shreya Joshi says:

        Nicee… Happy that you’re in love. Hope it works out perfectly. Wish you a happy happy life. πŸ’“πŸ’“
        I’ve been good.

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      3. bentrein says:

        Hope so too!

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      4. Shreya Joshi says:

        πŸ€—πŸ’“πŸ’“

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  2. Navin says:

    By loosing yourself, you’re going to find yourself….well written Shreya ❀️✨

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    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Hope so. Thank you so much, Navin!! πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’“πŸ’“β£οΈβ£οΈ

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      1. Navin says:

        I know so 😊….and you’re welcome πŸ’“βœ¨

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      2. Shreya Joshi says:

        πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ€—β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ

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  3. Shreya, just beautiful. I love how you express yourself so honestly. Hang in there! πŸ€—πŸ€—

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    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Thank you so much, Dave!! How have you been?

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      1. My pleasure, Shreya! I’ve been busy, heartbroken too at times, but much better healthwise. Thank you for asking. I always miss you when you’re not around here often. Do you plan to post more poetry? I just love your writing.

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      2. Shreya Joshi says:

        Aww… What happened? Why have you been heartbroken? I’m plan on being regular but I’m not sure. ❀️

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      3. Shreya… you’re too kind! It’s just between a friend and a misunderstanding. Oh, please be a regular around here again! If not, when you stop by, say hi to me. ❀

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      4. Shreya Joshi says:

        And how are you? Are you able to move properly now?

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      5. I hope it will be okay, Shreya, thank you for your concern. ❀ Where there is love, it is possible. How about you? Are you going to be ok? πŸ€—πŸ€—

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      6. Shreya Joshi says:

        I’m good. ❀️❀️

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      7. So glad to hear that! ❀

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      8. Shreya Joshi says:

        πŸ€—πŸ€—β€οΈβ€οΈ

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      9. πŸ₯°πŸ₯°

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  4. DiosRaw says:

    ❀

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    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Thank you!! ❣️❣️

      Liked by 1 person

  5. Sonia Madaan says:

    Guess, after a long time I’m reading from you or maybe I missed. Well penned.

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      I’ve been away from a while. Thank you so much!! ❀️❀️ Sup?

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  6. Shreyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

    I am sorry, I am unable to control my excitement, I just opened my mail and it showed Wild scared crazy posted, oh and I came rushing here.

    It’s so so good to read you after long, how have you been?

    And this poem again speaks so loud to me, especially the lines-

    “I have no idea what I am doing,
    Nor do I know where I am going,
    But I want to stop for a while,
    Rest my heart and close my eyes.”
    Oh, how much I missed youπŸ€—

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    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Rashmi!! 😭😭😭😭
      Your comments always make me super happy. πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“ Thank you so much. This time I’m really trying to stick to WP. But let’s see. πŸ€ͺπŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆ How have you been?

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      1. I missed you so much, you know whenever I talked to Anushka and Bharath I always make it a point to ask them about you, buy just never got in touch straight, abhi also they told me you’re planning to go to AP now.

        I am great. Thank you.
        Welcome back, that’s probably a good news to all Shreya fans, that Shreya is backπŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›πŸ’›

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      2. Shreya Joshi says:

        Hehe… Nothing is fixed. Feel free to contact me directly if you want to. πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ€—πŸ€—β£οΈβ£οΈ I’ll try to stick around.
        For you. ❀️❀️❀️

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      3. Awww, you’re a sweetheart.

        Send me your mail Id nah, I’ve asked Anushka a lot of times, infact we thought of adding you on a concall we made, but somehow missed it.

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      4. Shreya Joshi says:

        shreyajoshi0001@gmail.com
        Always here for you! πŸ’—πŸ’—

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      5. 😊😊

        Now whenever Shreya misses from here, I can directly catch up with her there. But write often nah Shreya, we miss reading you.

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      6. Shreya Joshi says:

        Hehe. Yep! ❣️❣️❀️

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  7. ANUJ says:

    Lines well versed and resonating with my feelings thanks di for the lines….its really awesome keep writing πŸ‘ŒπŸ»

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    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      I feel sad that it resonates with you. Wish you feel better soon. ❀️❀️❀️

      Liked by 1 person

  8. akshita1776 says:

    Very well crafted!!

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Thank you so much, Akshita! πŸ’—πŸ’—πŸ’—

      Like

  9. It Doesn’t Really
    Matter Who β€˜They’
    Are When i
    See β€˜Them’

    Sad i Wanna

    Wrap Them

    Up in A

    SMiLe

    That Lasts

    Eternally

    Now How

    Long

    My

    Arms Grow

    With SMiLes

    my FRiEnD

    Reading

    Through

    The

    Comments

    You Are Naturally

    Special And So

    Loved

    It

    Doesn’t

    Matter

    Where

    You’ve

    Been Or What

    You’ve Done

    People

    Feel

    Your

    Free Wings

    Here Keep

    Spreading

    Them

    Sweet

    Little Bird πŸ¦…

    Lose The Fear

    And Soar

    As

    A Lion

    Roars

    Beyond Form

    The Pen πŸ–Š You Wield 🦁

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    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Thank you so much!! πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“πŸ’“

      Liked by 1 person

      1. Pleasure
        FRiEnD
        From Nepal
        With SMilesπŸ˜ŠπŸ’«

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      2. Shreya Joshi says:

        πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ’—

        Liked by 1 person

      3. πŸ€—β˜ΊοΈ

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  10. πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™

    Welcome back Shreya!

    Liked by 2 people

    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Thank you so much, Robin! πŸ€—πŸ€—πŸ’—

      Liked by 1 person

  11. HappySoul says:

    Very well written!!! Beautiful poetry

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Thank you so much, dear! ❀️❀️❀️

      Liked by 1 person

  12. Brad Osborne says:

    There is no situation that cannot be improved by a moment of pause. Really loved this. All my best, little one! πŸ™

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    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Thank you so much! ❀️

      Liked by 1 person

  13. Anushk@ says:

    Shreyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
    πŸ₯ΊπŸ₯Ίβ€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
    I’ve missed you here so muchhhh.
    That’s all I wanna say!
    I’m on break from WP, but couldn’t control seeing your post here.
    I’m so glad you posted. It gave me lockdown wali vibes πŸ’™

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Hehe… I miss the days we were free. Need to tell you soooooooooo many things. ❀️❀️❀️

      Like

  14. theweesmirk says:

    Great piece!! Missed your writing! πŸ’•

    Liked by 1 person

    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Thank you so much!!

      Liked by 1 person

  15. Be brave to fight back your depression dear…life isn’t a bed of roses for anyone at all

    Liked by 2 people

    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      So true!! Thank you so much, Soumya!! ❀️❀️❀️

      Like

  16. Binte Irfan says:

    Oh you’ve been away for quite a long time no? How have you been??
    Ahh true words you’ve written!😍😍

    Liked by 2 people

    1. Shreya Joshi says:

      Yeahh… Been busy. πŸ™ˆπŸ™ˆ I’ve been good. How have you been??
      And thank you so much!! ❀️❀️

      Liked by 2 people

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