I’d hate me, If I were you

Forgive, forget, and move on,I don’t know, how you do it.‘Cause 4 years and 5 months later,I still can’t look myself in the mirror.After what I did to you,I don’t know me anymore.Who am I? I have no clue,And my heart is still sore.But you forgave me in an instant,Didn’t even ask for an explanation.And…

Warm Winters & Cold Summers

It’s the same roads we’ve driven,More times than I can count,The icy trails just add on,To the warmth, I feel within,I felt so safe sipping my coffee,With you right by my side,Always smiling, yet so cautious,Ah! I felt the warmest…On winter drives with you. But fate played such a twist,For on the same roads that…

Get well soon, kiddo!

I hear his scream,And I rush to his room,And I see him,Trying to move.  I offer him a hand,He shakes his head,As he tries to stand,And get out of the bed.  He winces at every step,And my heart just breaks,He lets out a yelp,And my insides crack.  I wish I could help,Take away all his…

Not worth loving

Free-spirited soul, happy & glee,What a beautiful lie she weaves!Ambitions she has, that she chases,But that’s just one of her phases.Every moment, her colour changes,She pretends to be perfect,But in reality, she’s deranged,Her insecurities run deep within,She trusts no one, not even herself,Her mind is a pool of negativity,She’s filled with toxic insecurities,So, she cuts…

The rollercoaster of… Love?

I saw your eyes, so filled with grief,I took you in my arms, forgot my pain,Poured onto you all of my love,Gave you my heart, body, and soul,I knew I would never be put first,But madly in love, I settled being second. You told me how much she meant to you,Oh, how she broke you,…

If my ribcage were a wishbone…

If my ribcage were a wishbone,To give a second chance,To my battle scarred heart,Or I had some magic potion,To heal all my bleeding wounds,I would be tempted to use them all,To once again, feel new and whole. But I would fight past my temptations,And wear my battle scars with pride,As blood drips down my battered…

Deleted

If I close my eyes tomorrow,Will you wallow in sorrow?Or will you just forget me,My absence unnoticed?Sometimes I wish you cared,Sometimes I wish you were near,But you were never mine,I have no right to pine.And as I wonder,Will you even shed a tear,If I close my eyes?I realize…I’m already deleted,Your life perfected. Featured image by:…

How does it feel to be loved?

That adoring gaze,Kisses on the forehead,To be asked if ate,And cared for when I’m sick,I wonder…How does it feelTo be loved? To be called dad’s princess,Or mom’s little angel,To find a soulmate,To truly belong,I wonder…How does it feelTo be loved? To have parents that care,About my life too,Just as much as they care,About the money…

Into fall’s hands

We were young and we were wild,Didn’t really care for slow or mild,Dove into love without a second thought,Fairy tale romance was what we sought,Our first kiss, pure bliss, like magic;Slow-deep, then passionate-frantic,“Better than Romeo and Juliet”, we’d say,We made promises, didn’t delay,We were rainbows and springtime roses,We ran unbound like wild horses. Until we…

Loving me

When you tell me that you love me,I know, darling, you mean it.The adoration in your eyes,Tells more than words could ever convey.When I catch you smiling at me,As if I’m an angel from another land,My heart sinks and dread creeps in,‘Cause you don’t know who I really am.I’ve done more wrongs than you can…